I hate how society indoctrinates my mind and I hate how it keeps me from doing something I'd love to. How it hinders me and holds me back, hesitating. Because society would say that this would make me exactly... what? A worse person? An outsider? Less trustable? Not able to get a job? Maybe.

But maybe I am just too gutless to do it. Fuck what they think. Would I want to spend my whole life holding back from what I want to do just to adjust to society? And then maybe be 80 one day and think "I wish I had done that"? No. I'd rather look back and say "Hell yeah I've done that!"